Friday, June 11, 2010

Seismic Shift


This is my baby.

The one who introduced me to motherhood and adulthood, all in the same moment.

The one who I was certain would never sleep through the night, or learn to eat solid food, or toilet train.

She's wearing business casual.

Today - (ok, well, it really was a last week, but we had a vacation in there) - she started her first job.


(Disclaimer:  alright, really this is NOT her first job.  She's taught ballet and run her own camp for 3-4 years.  This is somehow - I don't know.  More official, or something.)

She's working 20 hours a week for the kids' missions program at church, and in the fall it will go to 25-28 hours.  I'm so proud of her.  This position is a perfect merge of her amazing organizational skills, her love for children, and her love for missions.

There is, at the same time, a seismic shift going on at home.  Suddenly, my right-hand girl will be out from under my wings, and away from our home for most days of the week.  The rest of us - her four younger siblings and me (especially me!) - are finding our new places as we manage the void.  She's not gone, really. . . . . .but it does change the way we operate on a day to day basis.

It's strange, and good, and sad, and happy.

All at the same time.

3 comments:

M. Ann said...

Awww....hugs for your mommy heart! Just so you know, she has a friendly and confident phone voice. Very mature. I also think this is a good fit for her.

Suzanne said...

Wow! I can't even imagine but I'm sure I'll be there before I can turn around good. You know she's in God's hands. What an incredible opportunity for her! Blessings to you all.

Jamie {See Jamie blog} said...

Seeing them grow up is so hard, but rewarding, too. She's a beautiful girl, by the way!